Over the weekend, I lost almost everything
Lost my boyfriend, my love, the first man I have ever had the thought of spending the rest of my life with
Lost my faith in work, everything I have worked so hard, was being criticized to the core
The funny thing is, I don't feel that hopeless or sad
I knew I would have to break up with A sooner or later
He is a Richmond boy, he has everything here, but I don't like Richmond because there is nothing worth staying for except for him
I don't want to stay in one place just for a man, and he doesn't want me to do so either
There is a difference between Mr. Right and Mr. Right Now
Work, ugh that's another story. I have never felt so much like a failure
I am good at what I do, but apparently there are so many things I am not competent.
I will still work as hard and finish my work as before, but I need to start preparing myself for some other opportunities
While I was typing all these out, I just realized I need to stop whining
I do feel like I lost the two most important things in my life, but I know now there are more opportunities await for me
I will be okay, no, not only I will be okay, but I will be a lot better than I am right now
